Am I changing?
Metamorphosing from caterpillar to a butterfly?
I often feel the world runs too fast for my pace. Like I am a snail trying to keep up with a leopard. And then I ponder, why can’t I take leisure in my pace. Definitely, the leopard and I don’t have a common destination in our minds. I have stopped speculating over the would be’s. At this moment, I have ample reasons to smile. And I find that enough. Nerves being nerves always act crazy, however, there is something different in my stride. Like it has found a way to walk on. The “rasta” so we speak is foggy, full of pebbles and stones, each turn bringing a new surprise. I still like walking on it though. Let’s see where it takes me.
P.S. rasta is hindi equivalent to path.
The most agitating feelings of all is to realize someone’s absence and not be able to shake that stupid bug off. Then have a long list of productive things to be done, in your head and watch the time fly by. To be aware of the futility of the situation and still somehow get trapped into nothingness.
I better start off my day. Much to be done. Music coming to the rescue.
P.S.: Be happy with yourself. :).
This weekend is completely dedicated to Game of Thrones, Season 6. I had been waiting for the entire season to finish, so I could watch it in one go. Cannot run around waiting for one episode after another, :P.
I even watched the last two episodes from Season 5 to get the hang of where things were left out. :D. See my behavior pattern there? I can wait longer but not for short-term. Strange.
Anyway, my favorite characters from the series are Tyrion Lannister, Cersei Lannister and Daenerys Targaryen. :). And ofcourse, love Jon Snow too.
Wish you guys a fun weekend ahead!
Have been meaning to write something from quite a few days. Not succeeded in putting it all together. I thought I’ll just go with a quote I read today:
I am a lover and have not found my thing to love. – Sherwood Anderson (1876-1941)
I mean I sure do know the small things I love but there are so many big things still unfigured.
Pamper yourself. I’ll let images do the talking. Too lazy to even talk!
This is how am spending my weekend.
Also wondering if I am a cat person? I hope you guys have a fun weekend ahead!
P.S. Happy Mother’s day to all the lovely mommies..and I’ll wish my Mom too!
If I have a day to kill, I make sure I kill it with wasteful pondering. Even if I have a lump of chores to finish, I would choose to sit back and think instead. All this time, I am completely aware that I am wasting my time, but I do it anyway.
One good thing I did today was get up early and go on a walk/run/mix of both. My brain didn’t stop there as well. There is this shackled sort of animated character inside me that is so darn willing to break the chains. Move past. Be positive and what not. Whoever coined this term of being in peace with oneself…please hand me the instruction manual to do the same. I do a lot of things when I am alone. The useful things just reach my head as an idea and futile ones, they come like the storm.
So anyway, one interesting idea to hit me was that of a solo trip. Mmmmmmmm?!!! Can I, can I not. If I could, it would really be terrific. Who would click my pics, well there is auto mode. Would it be odd? I guess not. Too bold? little bold. What’s stopping me? Nothing in particular, just a tad bit of hesitation. I’ll get there in due time. Let’s see.
Blank and a bland Saturday. Chilling. Eating. Snoozing. zzzzz…
A word recurring in my head: Declutter. May be it’s time.
Happy Weekend all!