Does it help, if I admit that I miss you at molecular level. Or if I say you are snatching away my nights. Does my abnormality resulting from your silence give you relief. Should I mention the constant residual uneasiness you have bequeathed upon me. I don’t find the need to check my cell phone these days. I don’t ponder lately on how I look in front of the mirror. Couldn’t you beguile me a little less? Couldn’t you have loved me a little fainter? Why was the passion required. Were those unrestrained talks really necessary. I am on a thin line between whether I want to recover from you or not. I fear nothing would match up to you and when it does, I would fear forgetting you. Mind isn’t ready to stack you as a thing of the past. You might be indifferent. You might have moved on. You might be yearning. You might have come in terms. You might be struggling too. I have no way to find. For a moment I wish I was little more self obsessed so I could think less of you. Love and the trepidation it brings along!
Then again, I don’t want us to be uncertain. Paddling with insecurities. I will accept our fall. I will embrace your absence in my bones, make it a part of living. Life shouldn’t stop on incomplete stories. We’ll be fine, you and I. Our story, short, romantic, fervent, incomplete, beautiful, sad; but our’s at the end.
beautiful
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thanks
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yes. yes. yes.
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That was really quite sad…but beautiful.
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mm thank you..and yes sad it is.
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Based on a true story? If so, I’m sorry.
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yeah in bits and pieces..
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Talk, reach out…if there’s a possibility of reconnecting, explore it. The vacuum remains forever and the regret too.
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Yeah these are the repercussions of reaching out. Sometimes reaching out doesn’t work. Some open ends require closure. Thank you anyway. :).
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Yes…if it’s a dead-end, dropping it may be the wisest course of action.
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i know..thank you ..
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Indulge yourself in your sadness but only for a moment of time. Dream of what you want, set your expectations high, ask for it all and they shall come to you…prepare yourself!!! xo
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🙂 you always delight me Deb…thank you. <3.
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And you just made me smile, thank you!
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🙂
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Very emotive. Sometimes we go through sadness to get to refined happiness. Quite poignant.
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That sounds nice…thanks Jacqueline..
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You are most welcome 🙂
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Sorry your feeling so, I am not sure what the correct emotion is that your going through, sadness, loss, uneasiness, sadness…I am just sorry that you are…..deep breaths….reflect….hope you get through this and find peace again….
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Thank you…and yeah a lot many bad emotions…don’t worry..i’ll recover.. 🙂
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Take care..my wishes your way
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🙂
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This was heartbreaking but beautiful in creative sense 🙂
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mm thanks Neerja..
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I know it’s not easy to forget someone 😦 ..its just impossible ..once someone become part of your memory they remain itched there for forever ..I would rather say may you remember him a bit less each day 🙂
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That sounds like a good plan..:)..and I’ll be okay Neerja..remembering isn’t bad. Thank you though.
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🙂 yeah I know …time cures every one 😉
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Crappy strange time! 😀
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Yeah you can say that 😛
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Fine line…well said.
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thanks Heather..
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Sad endings are memorable. I love your blog and your writing.
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mmm yeah..they occupy some part of our memory. And thank you very much. 🙂 ! I’ll make sure to read your writing as well.
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